My life is nothing but medicority. everything about it is mediocre. I can't remember ever really excelling at anything, except of course my OCD. I use the term OCD lightly as most do, beause it is not a diagnoses just the term I use to express that crazy obsessive beshavior I have. It's not about having to do things a cretain number of times or a certain way everytime. It's more about me obsessivly worrying about things I cannot control. It's also my conscience. I obessivly regret certain things I've done in my life that again, i have no control over anymore. I can. not. let go. It's amazing the things I remember, especially considering how much I forget.
But that's not what this is about. Everybody is good at something. Everyone does at least once thing really well, they excel at it. Me, nothing. I'm good at this and that and maybe even able to accomplish things most females wouldn't go near. I'm a Jill of all trades in a sense...but having nothing to do with actual trades. To put in a glass half full type of way, you could say, i'm well rounded... which is also evident by my protruding belly that I have gained and not lost since Piper was born.
I'm looking forward to some big changes over the next few months. We are moving to our own place, FINALLY! We're loking at a place along the river where we can get regular exercise. I, I mean Phil and I can decorate how we please, discipline wothout being judged, and set rules and boundaries for our child that cannot be broken by climbing a half dozen steps to the grandparents. Once I get my Pharmacy certification next month I can hopefully get in at a hospital. Although, that is looking like the hospital might take a while. Maybe I'll get lucky and my connection will at least get me into retail Pharmacy.
SO that's it. I hadn't written in a while and needed to get some things out.
